AlifPiJie

Post Title: Stop thinking how to change me, start thinking how to change yourself first

Wednesday, 25 December 2013.

you know, i really pissed of when someone

talk about me and judge me based on what

their motherfucking instinct tell them

It's me, it's my life why you bother trying

to keep your eyes on me! please bitch

if you trying to change me than

just say good bye, i won't change and

i never ever gonna change!

yes, i'm smoker but why care

i love shisha so why?

go fuck yourself and die..

pompuan tak suka lelaki merokok so what?

ada aku kisah... macam lah aku suka korang!?
aku hisap rokok sebab nak macho, nak nampak cool,

uupppssss,,, you don't know the way i live

and don't know my story, yet even my bestfriend

still don't know about me that much..

the story that i've been keeping underneath me

the secret that i never told..

how hurt to be me!

you know, i don't want anymore

to share my story cuz aku dah serik

cerita dengan kawan baik.. pergh

jap lagi bila dah gaduh, mula la babak meng ugut

cerita kat kaunselor??? blergh..

aku dah cerita semua but

after that,, satu sekolah tahu cerita aku

jaga rahsia konon, tak kasi tahu orang laen

yang cekgu-cekgu dok menganjing aku tu pehal?

memang konfirm dia yang cerita, the story that i never tell people

but you and you told my story publicly

that's not helping, but killing me inside out

you know, it's hurt so much

i pretend to be happy but nahhh

nothing last forever, i can't bear it anymore

i don't want to hold this grudge

don't want to be mad on anyone

please, next year i won't search for trouble

let me study and concentrate

hoping that you, you, you and you won't menganjing aku lagi

i have aim for the highess

let my hands be where they want to be

this why i'm envy so much budak lepas SPM

arghh.. feel like one year is a long time for me

they are free, to do whatever they want!

but thinking about next year circumstances

haih -_- SPM, crazy school.. arghh don't want to stick it on one post

i'm gonna write again!! bye !